In continuation of the waiting theme from yesterday,
I've also had to learn another kind of waiting.
Waiting to see my grandchildren.
I'm not sure I've gotten good at it,
but it's something I've had to learn.
When I was talking to a cousin not long ago,
she commented to me on a conversation we had shared.
She said that, when her son and his family
moved out of state,
it helped her to remember what I had said
about how I had needed to "change my mindset."
I didn't remember the conversation,
but it is something I often remind myself of.
When I'm with friends and discussing grandchildren
and the part we play in their lives,
they will say they don't think they could
deal with being so far away from theirs.
Invariably I will bring up that
what has helped me is just
"changing my mindset."
What does it mean to change my mindset?
I'm not sure I can explain it other than to say that
I don't dwell on the missing them part,
but rather dwell on the gratitude part.
Gratitude that I have them to love.
Gratitude that they are loved by their parents
Gratitude that they are surrounded by
grandparents and aunts and uncles
and cousins who love them the way I do.
Gratitude that they are happy and healthy.
Gratitude that they are being raised in the gospel.
Gratitude that they are the cutest, smartest,
kindest grandchildren on the planet.
(Sorry, no room for argument)
Gratitude that, when it comes right down to it,
I'm only a plane ride, not a lifetime, away.
So, why am I writing this?
Two reasons.
1. I want my grandchildren to know that they are in my
heart and thoughts and prayers every single day.
2. Because I don't have to wait much longer to see them
(2 1/2 weeks to be exact).
I'm so excited.
I can't wait!